|Jessica and I 1984|
My heart is still heavy with the loss of my eldest daughter Jessica. There are no words of comfort for me – I am getting by with the love and care of my family and friends. I am angry, sad, confused and hurt while I am happy, comforted, loved and holding on. One day I hope to be able to understand, meanwhile we wait for the coroner’s report. I always called Jessica my “life sucker” she was the one child that could take my soul and twist it around. She knew my hot buttons. She also knew that I loved her. She always made of point of telling me every time she saw or talked to me. Jessica was a fixer. She brought both people and animals home that she felt needed care. She and her dog Bear Bear were inseparable. He faithfully stayed by her side after she passed away. We have added her dog to our menagerie at home, he does give me comfort. My husband has been a blessing taking on much of the details that a death creates. I love you Jessica Lynne. I have no words but thank you to everyone that has offered comfort for our loss.